Lost Friends

I've been listing to "How to Save a Life" by The Frey. It got me thinking. I had this one really good friend in kindergarten. We grew up together! We were really close, but she got into things that weren't at all good. She moved away to her birth father's a year or two ago. We had this really really big fight before she left. I mean, really big. It's been hard for myself to admit it, but she had a huge influence over me. Anyways, it hurt. I cried for about three days and then she moved. I haven't talked to her sense. A lot of the time I wonder if me not being a Christan at the time messed our relationship up. She always asked me questions about God and the Bible, and because I wasn't a true Christian, I couldn't answer them correctly. I tried, really I did! I know now that she needed Jesus. I wish I could have been a better friend. She never really had any great friends and she was always verbally abused by the "good Christian" kids. I do admit completely that she had problems. I've always held a grudge against her because she did pull me into things that weren't good... It's only now that I realized I still love her :( I don't know how I can put into words all of the things I'm feeling right now. I feel like I've lost something important.
"Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend somewhere along in a bitter descend. Would I stayed up with you all night, then I'd know how to save a life."  

It's Been a While:D

Hey readers:D I know it has been a while but I have many things to say to make up for the time laps! One, after SIX YEARS I am over this dude! OK, remember the guy I said a couple of posts ago that I liked a lot? Well, I'm over him:) I guess I had known that for a while, but I realized it Tuesday. One of my friends (who has a crush on him) is going on a dance with him. And instead of feeling pain or envy creeping into my heart, I felt happy. Strange huh? Well, I guess it's because I finally set free! I had been so attached. You know what? There are only three reasons I can think of liking him: 1. He was cute 2. He was funny 3. He was good with little kids. Yup! Only those three! Thank you Juli! You got me thinking about what I really wanted in a guy and this one didn't fit into the category <3

OK, three of my friends and I started up a blog called Doulos Teen to Teen Ministry (DoulosT2T for short.) Well, we got an email from someone in Nigeria! They wanted to know if it was possible to send them 8 Bibles. Of course, we're going to tell them we will try to! :D It makes me feel so connected to believers around the world! Thank you God:D

OK, another happy thing is my mom is back from Arkansas!!! :D I'm not sure how my pappy is doing, keep praying please!! But I'm happy my mom's back <3

I haven't gotten an email back from that lady who does fonts, but when she does I will definitely be letting y'all know:D I downloaded some pretty awesome fonts that I might use on here (even though they aren't mine.) Below is what I sent to her:D

Right now I'm listening to "Unbreakable" by Fireflight. I <3 this song:D Anyways, I've got to go soon because the Venture Crew will be doing a service project at 2:30! OK, I'm so bubbly happy!!! haha:D OK! I've got to go. Thank you, again, imaginary readers for reading about my life.